The were-otter speaks

This is my new LiveJournal, because I've outgrown T'lutha. The persona has been mine for about four years now, ever since I thought I discovered my wereside. I've decided that the otter was more of a spirit guide... if it was ever there in the first place. T'lutha helped me to see the hidden humor in situations, and to laugh at myself (because I needed it badly), but she was never really me.

Farasha is. I always felt a little strange claiming "T'lutha" as a name for myself, which is why I went by "Dreamfire" in so many places, but I don't feel strange about saying that I am Farasha. I sometimes spoke of T'lutha and I as two seperate entities. Farasha, the serval, is me, and there is no seperating the two.

So, welcome to a brand-new stage in my life.

-Emma-

Ehhh.... so the experiment was a bit of a flop, because around three in the morning, I fell asleep in my computer chair. Now, I'd done it before, but I'd shaken myself awake after about five minutes, gotten up, eaten something, and gone back upstairs. This time, though, I slept for two hours. Bart finally came upstairs and told me to go to bed. So I went to bed - at four in the morning - and didn't wake up until two thirty this afternoon. So, the conclusion was that I can go for about fourty hours with no sleep, until I fall asleep. I'm sure I would have been able to stay up longer if there had been something to *do*, but there wasn't.

So, that's the end of that.

I'm going over to Mikael's later today, and it's going to be our first Werewolf game. We're doing it tabletop because we decided that it'd be too hard to keep up with two werewolf packs worth of people in the park. We could use cell phones, but that would detract from the game a little, in my opinion. And I don't think some of the people we were bringing could howl loud enough to attract everyone's attention.

Now I just have to figure out what the hell I'm going to wear, and figure out my character's name and backstory... I've got a loose idea, but not very much. Meh.

-Emma-

Update? No update. Yes, because I'm typing, but no, because there really isn't anything to update without telling long stories that I don't want to go into right now because I'm sleep deprived which is my own fault, but whatever.

Clothes are not meant to be itchy. Clothes are also not meant to be tight and confining. These are. This is bad. Although they show off my boobs quite nicely.

There is no possible way to respond to that statement. Or even follow it.

I think I'm making even less sense here than in my Xanga. Wait, scratch, no, *that's* impossible because I've had a shower and gotten dressed since then, and I feel slightly more human, but now it's time to go eat lunch. Lunch time, and my brother and his friend, which is why I stayed up all night, aren't awake. The staying up all night? Because if for some remote reason one of them was monumentally stupid and fell off of something and broke something, I would have to take them to the hospital. Thus my awakeness. This would be difficult, because despite me having a license, I don't know where the hospital is. I suppose I could take them down to the fire station and follow the ambulance, but that would be smart.

I'm rambling. Will be fixing my layout today. Sort of. I hope. Maybe.

Because free LJ sucks so much worse than free DJ. I'm going to be fixing this soon... and once I have a checking account, I can set up PayPal and buy a paid account, which would kick so much ass. So for now, I have this crappy... crap account, with no fixed background and... bleh.

I am SO IN LOVE with the Gravitation soundtrack. Much love for Kotani Kinya and whoever is playing with him... he sounds so much like Shuuichi.

I'm going to start posting my stories on here once I have my layout fixed the way I sort-of want it... free LJ sucks!

Okay, so I just got done prettyfying my journal, and damn if I'm going to let it go to waste just because free LJ sucks ass much worse than free DJ. Boo on you and your non comment-leaving-thingy editing.

So, yeah. School's out, Thanksgiving and all that. Now I've got to go find all my friends on LJ and friend them.

Jaa ne,
Emma

This journal is only so I can read FIG and stuff on knkfics. And comment on people's stuff without being anonymous. I have a DeadJournal that I update.